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October 15,2000. I am again in my private non localized lodge which in fact, is always with me wherever I am. (You should have such a retreat yourself; they are not expensive, and quickly pay for themselves in ways you would not foresee.) The news from the routine world is same as always. A couple of weather
or geological disasters, which get only brief coverage compared to man
made ones such as the numerous conflicts always taking place
between various groups, and of course the ever popular stories of outrages
committed by individuals. A clear headed man who knows what is going on resides in a private retreat that has no imaginary walls, nor illusionary doors. He is in there safely alone, and yet it is completely open. He can be seen, but no one really sees him. He can be heard to speak, but is only heard to say that which you wanted to hear. His home is your home, since this universe and reality is everyone’s home equally. His home is your home, but you cannot get in. For four thousand years have some men spoken about the idea of a "special awakening" in a man’s consciousness whereby he gains a superior knowledge of life. But few who dream of it ever picture it as described in the above paragraph. The one problem in trying to achieve this non standard state of mind is that you unavoidably must start by studying and following some already established system devoted to that end, but no matter the system, and regardless of your intelligence and sincerity, unless extraordinary measures are eventually employed, you end up doing nothing but thinking about the system. You may become an expert on the system, but it does not produce the special awakening in your conscious thought. You start out for Shangri La in a group -- If you find this troublesome you probably are not going there. The circumstances of this adventure are what they are, and you will eventually discover that they carry no trace of being either favorable or unfavorable; neither are they unpleasant nor semi unpleasant. The circumstances needed to awaken are not those of a system or teaching,
but are the present circumstances of you -- OF
you, and IN you. There is your system to awaken,
but few have the inclination to study it. It is too boring. It
is too close to home. It is too familiar, and above all
it is too dangerous, too costly, too much fun and it might actually
work. A son asked his father: "What do I do now?" Many kids on a merry go ‘round believe they are on the road to enlightenment.
…Oh yeah, and another thing: …Oh yeah, this also: ……wouldn’t THAT
be a relief?!?!) It is a beautiful day here, but it is always so when you are home -- and know it. It’s Sunday --
you should get out of that house where you are more often. As long as you take "out there" to actually BE, "out there" Nothing out in life is as serious as a heart attack, And one man sang to himself: The logic is insane!
One
voice said: "Nothing affects me."
One man
had a son named Insy, and another named Mensy, and they were always
fighting, except Insy didn’t realize it.
Only a man with a cluttered attic sleeps under a house. Instinct knows what it is doing but says nothing about it.
And remember: People do not talk to themselves -- talk does.
When
one man first got on the train he called the clicking of the wheels
on the tracks, "consciousness." When the conductor learned of this he asked himself: The devilishly tricky part of studying how to do something To be awake is to no longer whine over spilled nonexistent milk --
Believe me,
once you get home, (or for you more ripened readers, once you realize
that you are home), Don’t
get discouraged. I’m trying to save you some time. J |