December
15, 2000.
We stand today on a field
whereon was once fought a battle
that proved most costly to the aggressive party,
and while such physical outbursts
are a part of man’s instinctive nature,
it has a mental counterpart
wherein its exercise is always cost
prohibitive
to a man seeking individual victory, (so to
speak),
over a humdrum field of consciousness.
Overall Fact: Being alive is a form of warfare.
Fact for The Few: Mental
resistance denies reality.
Sans melodramaticism -- staying alive
is competition,
between hunters & prey, animals & plants,
viruses & hosts, and intraspecies,
for food, mates, and space,
and therein rightly do prey resist being preyed
upon by fleeing,
plants resist being eaten by
making themselves distasteful,
hosts resist succumbing to viruses by
their immune system,
and by head-on, physical resistance
do members of the same species
resist attacks by their kind,
but if your desire is freedom from
wearisome, useless combat,
then the matter of mental resistance becomes
a drama
played on a much less probable stage.
Mental resistance denies reality,
and is an activity that will forever keep a
man
internally engaged in warfare whose substance
is but the empty symbolism of its smoke &
din.
Physical competition makes the
material world go ‘round;
arguing does so for man’s mental one.
Thus, for any man’s thought to survive --
some other man’s thought must resist
it –
-- must deny it.
No idea springing from the neural womb of one
man
will get up and walk for a time in the forum
unless another man quickly attempts to
kick its feet out from under it.
In the physical world, as soon as a colt is
dropped,
it can stand on its own legs,
but in the world of thought,
the purely invented creatures there
must be constantly propped up by
extrinsic forces of resistance to merely survive.
The real stands on its own --
the illusionary must be helped.
When your thoughts disagree with someone else’s,
yours helps theirs to survive.
Believing that other people’s ideas are false
assists in their perpetuation.
Resisting reality denies reality,
and denying reality is what keeps you
asleep and confused.
It is not a question of whether another person’s
thought
on a matter is correct or not,
the reality is: that is his thought
on the matter.
The thought of not eating glass is correct,
the thought of not being an agnostic is neither
correct, nor incorrect --
-- it is insignificant -- it
is simply a thought.
As this exists in the lives of others
is of no consequence;
utilizing an understanding thereof is only
of value to
the exceptional man here & there who longs
to succeed at whatever the hell this is.
Those who hear about, then embrace the idea
that
men are not as conscious as they could be,
and that their mental views of life are as
images
had-in-a-dream,
if they are to ever alter the situation in
themselves
they must see for themselves that by accepting
the
resistance the thoughts in their heads relentlessly
offer to
at least half of what goes on and is said in
life
they keep their views of life
as through a veil.
Ordinary men display their intelligence by
resisting ideas they deem unintelligent,
when the objective truth is that there is no
such thing as
an intelligent thought,
(outside of those concerning physical objects
wherein the intelligence of the thought is
determined
by its faithfulness in its description of same),
but in the world of thoughts about things
intangible,
there are none that are either intelligent,
or not intelligent;
neither faithful to the truth about the thing
discussed,
nor unfaithful to it -- since such is
not possible
regarding matters imaginary.
The thought that describes fire as hot is
intelligent;
the thought that describes Cinderella
as fair is not,
nor is one that calls her dark.
When thoughts speak of thoughts
no faithfulness is possible;
when fictions comment on fictions
the question of faithfulness is absurd.
Each time you stick with a thought that appears
in your brain
that resists a thought that has come from
another man’s brain
you are directly denying the reality OF
reality;
you are however directly supporting
the illusion of you --
that fiction head-character created by
the wandering troops of thoughts
who bivouac in your brain.
And now the battle really gets interesting,
for even after you realize for yourself
the unacceptable expense & inanity of
resisting other people’s thoughts & mental
pictures
you are then confronted with the
ultimate challenge:
ceasing to resist the patently fictitious picture
of you
as presented by your own thoughts.
If every time someone shouts:
”There is an Existentialist under the bed!”
you say: “No there is not!”
you are wedged
under the bed with
an Existentialist,
and if every time the thoughts in your head
say that you are this or that,
and you think: “That’s correct --
and I have got to stop it!”
you have tightened your arms around an imaginary
dance partner-cum-tar-baby
as you blithely whirl about in a ballroom that
floats just off the ground --
-- just above reality --
-- just enough to
keep you from seeing it.
Fact: Out of six billion entranced dancers,
no one will notice OR care if there is one less.
….it could be YOU!
Hell
-- why
not?!
.....why not, indeed.
JAN
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