JAN'S FRESH REAL NEWS
© 2001:
JAN
COX
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November
15, 2001.
To break through the haze requires a trick,
having a mind, abnormally slick.
Allowing
things to stick to your thoughts produces a gradual, but certain mischief:
the
fragmentation of consciousness from repetitive, faux-passion, self-inflicted
blows,
and
while a fractured consciousness is man’s norm,
it
is this condition that much troubles a few, anomalously wired.
One
feature of consciousness’ singularity is its ability for extended focus;
man’s
non conscious instincts are programmed to focus on a matter only for as
long as it is significant to survival:
a
gazelle’s attention is on a lion lurking in the grass only for the time
the lion is there;
if
the lion leaves, the gazelle’s instincts instantly forget the whole affair,
but
consciousness does not so automatically forget.
The
conscious mind of a man in the wilds who saw a stalking lion nearby, once
safe, would not immediately forget what had occurred, but would remember
it vividly
and
would review the circumstances of the previously experienced
threatening
situation sufficiently to form plans of future action
which
would diminish the possibility of it reoccurring.
This
is what consciousness and thought are for,
and
if instinct had consciousness, in the above example,
once
it had formulated plans to deal with the lion problem in the future,
instinct
would have forgotten lions totally until the next time one appeared;
but
this is not how consciousness works -- in consciousness.
Once
a passion producing event has occurred to a man in which
consciousness’
participation was called in,
(anything
from a confrontation with a rabbid raccoon, or store clerk,
to
a physical injury, or insult suffered),
ordinary
consciousness is loath to let it go;
it
will replay the scene and conversation incessantly in spite of the fact
that
the
clerk who insulted you five years ago is in a city half way around the
world
which
you will never again visit,
thus
the continually replaying of the unpleasant event by your consciousness,
along
with its interjections of, “What I should have said to the bastard!”
is
a thoroughly empty activity;
yet
one that does not bother ordinary people;
they
accept such mental hamster-wheeling-to-no-where
goings on
as
a normal feature of their consciousness.
But
a man who wants to cut through all of the meaningless clutter that
routinely
takes up all of the space in his head
where
his individually meaningful thinking should, or at least, could
be taking place,
has
not so magnanimous and laissez faire an attitude about the situation,
and
takes these repetitive wastes of his mental time personally.
“What
is going on with all of this?” he thinks,
and,
“Who knows?!” he must initially concede,
but
what is clear is that the events and dialogues his consciousness
incessantly
replays were, when they originally occurred – passion producers;
what
was done or said provoked in him at a non conscious level,
an
instinctive response, which are always passionate;
no
animal reacts to things in its environment about which it has no inborn
passion.
And
again make note:
instinct
does not re fight yesterday’s battles --
only do thoughts.
What
more might be specifically made of this irrational situation?
The
obvious take is that man’s consciousness is programmed to not only
aid
instinct in defending his physical self,
but
is also charged with protecting his image of himself --
which
sets up an even more interesting
circumstance.
Here
you have consciousness --
--
the source of a man having an image of himself apart from his physical
body --
being
made responsible for defending this intangible sensation
which
it created in the first place.
Ask
yourself: “Is there something screwy
with this scene?!” –
a
question, in response to which, ordinary men would think:
”What
the hell’s he talking about?! -- and in any case:
a
man’s self image is a fragile thing, not to be trifled with & subjected
to abuse; it is nothing less than proper and extremely important that it
be
protected,
so
if that is what consciousness is doing by its relentless replays of
past
psychological blows he has suffered, then by gawd! --
Three
cheers for consciousness!”
Then
ask yourself this: “Do I want to safely be
my uninvited mental image of me,
or do I irresistibly hunger for something else?! –
in fact, damn near anything else?” -- if so:
then
you are a candidate for the Abnormally
Slick Mind Procedure;
available
to you in the privacy of your own home (head);
not
nineteen ninety-nine; not even nine ninety-nine, but none ninety-nine!
That’s
right: absolutely no cost to you (assuming you have the correct value assessment
of that shadowy and shifty image of a make-believe you
that
haunts the mental house you were born into).
To
pursue this aim properly, by using subtraction rather than addition;
and
to institute a life of profitable poverty,
you
cannot continue (as would normally be normal) to allow things --
anything
--
to
stick to your thoughts,
and
any thought that appears which you have already thought before –
is slime,
and
serves no purpose other than to re enforce your mind’s sliminess.
The
few’s view is obstructed by the mold that has set in on consciousness;
you
are trying to cook fresh food in a pan covered in gobs of
leftover
scraps from yesterday’s meal;
you
are trying to run on feet afflicted with blisters and scabs from
previous outings;
you
are simply straining to see
clearly
anew,
but
using eyes/I’s that are riddled with cataracts caused by
the
repeated blows of incessantly replayed scenes & words which
your
consciousness has forced itself to watch and listen to,
but
by undertaking a thorough and persistent investigation of this matter,
consciousness
can be led in another direction;
consciousness is no fool,
and when it can be shown how foolish it is acting,
it becomes (in the few) highly embarrassed
and disposed to change its behavior.
Strip
your thoughts of all unnecessary activities;
the
mind will never cease to be active, but with a certain inborn desire,
and
perseverance, you discover a great, great SECERET!
You
can think about rabbits (as your thoughts want to do) –
or
you can think about something else;
you
can even think about how asleep and stupid you are --
which
will only be something that your thoughts want to think about --
or,
(with
Herculean effort; the grace of the gods, and a major dose of luck)
–
you
can force your thoughts onto something else -- anything
else –
for
anything
else will aid you in awakening from the
perceived sleep,
while thinking about it only supports it.
Neat, huh?
Yes,
fiends & neighbors: be a Teflon Head;
never
again wonder what an enlightened man has on his mind -- nothing!
(if
his luck's still holding).
For
those who really want to see The
Secret
-- full monty --
there
is nothing you have ever thought that is worth thinking again –
not
at the expense of you finally seeing clearly for yourself,
which
is precisely what such activity costs you.
Come on -- slick ‘em up and get on with the ride.
J