To son, father said: “Can you believe that
it is already Monday again?’
and son thought: “Hell, I can’t believe
I am still me again" --
but did not say it......it was not necessary......not between them.
“So,
my lad, what can you make of these two post weekend news flashes fresh
off
The
Few’s Select Wire Service:
Having
thoughts make men feel that there is more to them than there is
-- and:
Trying
to wake-up is the attempt to make something out of nothing;
are
the two related? -- antipodal? -- unconnected?”
They pulled up a glass of juice, toasted a new day,
and commenced the neural roasting.
“How
can a thing feel that it is more than it is?
All
the sensations of living things are validated by experience
so
how can a sentient thing even have feelings about itself
which
it has never experienced......which would have to be the case involving
it
feeling that there is more to it than there is;
it
would be as impossible as a snake feeling it had legs;
how
could it even succumb to such an illusion without first having had
some
experience with what legs are;
even
the best of dreamers cannot dream scenes, no matter how fanciful,
which
are not composed of things they have actually experienced,
and
still -- men do this routinely;
it
is an inseparable component of their normal life,
and
yet of it -- none take note, (because of the fact that:
that
which does it is also the only one who could take note thereof).
The
way the presence of thought in man causes him to feel that he is more than
he is, is so all encompassing that he is blind to it;
not
realizing it is part of what he is:
he
independently recognizes it no more than can a lemon its yellowness,
nor
can an acre lot with eyes to see outward comprehend that its own personal
reality is limited to its own boundary lines.
Having
thoughts make men feel that there is more to them than there is,
and
no thought they will normally ever have will apprise them of this;
no
ordinary thought is capable of realizing it –
such
would be, to such thoughts – counterproductive;
if
you have Cinderella doing your laundry
what
would be the benefit in exposing her fictional condition?!
The
thoughts normally passing through normal people’s minds
cause
them all to live with a never analyzed, overall sensation that
there
is more to them than there is, and normally with no way of realizing it;
thus
have they not even a scintilla of interest in the matter.
When
thought is certain -- it is certain of its certainty;
that
is how it can turn manipulations of symbols of the physical world
into
profitable action,
while
its playing with symbols representing nothing but itself lead to nothing
but distracting dreams.
No
planet, no matter its intelligence, confined to this universe can know
its true size, having nothing xenolithic by which to compare itself.
Thought
is sure that it knows what it says and feels itself to know,
but
thought does not know what it knows --
and
normally has access to nothing outside itself which could
make
it so aware.
A
tree born into solitude can feel itself to be seven feet tall; forty feet
tall;
the
tallest tree in the world -- or any height imaginable:
that
is thought’s position; useful for everyday existence –
a
dangling shoelace for anything else.”
The
son started to reach for a danish,
and
father reminded him of the family’s dietary restriction regarding modifiers.
“Having
thought always present in your consciousness gives you normally
the
unavoidable feeling of being more than you are,
a
sensation, which when useful -- is useful,
which
when not -- is why we had to bury your uncle olaf so early on.
Thought,
in our family photos, adds at least ten pounds of fat –
-- and at the worst possible location.
Having
thought makes all people feel that they are more than they are,
and
with our kin this, ‘feeling-that-you-are-more-than-you-are’ thing
translates
into making them feel that they are asleep; in the dark; confused &
stupid –
all
feelings which everyone else calls by other names,
and
accepts as their normal mental condition.
What
men tell you about their lives, tells you nothing --
only
the life they live does;
people
cannot tell the truth about their life -- only the life they
lead can,
and
the one you lead inside can be seen only by you,
and
it cannot be seen by any of the thoughts which normally comprise it.
From
today's expedient perspective,
the
historic struggle for awakening,
enlightenment,
liberation,
is
a rebellion against the sensation that there is more to you than there
is,
but
the thoughts which make you feel this way are what makes man unique,
and
what makes the few fret and fume,
but
who can fight Hercules? – how can you fire Cinderella?
Obviously,
to our kind -- you can’t;
there
is no way to lose that ten pounds of illusionary fat
other
than by leaving town for a while; traverse the universe,
then
come back around from the other side of town,
slipping
up on your old fatty self before it/you has time to realize what is going
on.
Stealth!
surprise! unfairness! – those are the keys to success, my lad,
now spread that jam and let’s get down!”
“But
Papa, what about the second headline:
‘Trying
to awaken is the attempt to make something out of nothing’?”
–
“Hey boy -- weren’t you listening?!”
J