One
man has a game he plays with himself
whereby
he tries to do a certain “un natural” thing,
and
not only that --
but wants to make it become a natural part of his behavior.
A
son said to a father:
“Since
you say that fierce originality and total creativity are a necessity in
TheGrandExpedition,
it
would seem that inventors would also be involved in wanting to wake up,”
and
pater replied:
“No,
their interest is in changing things outside themselves,
while
ours is exclusively inward,” and after pondering this for a moment the
lad said:
“Then
it would seem that artists should also be on the search for TheSecert,”
but
the elder responded:
“No
again; ours is a struggle to create something entirely new
while
their efforts are confined to criticizing what already is;”
the
younger took this under brief advisement, then brightly said:
“Ah!
Then critics are actually encouraging originality and thus subtly seeking
enlightenment themselves through their pointing out of the flaws in what
already is,”
“No;
minds that are blemish-attuned are anchored to the past
and
thus incapable of being fresh and creative,”
and
son then asked:
“Then
is there no ordinary human activity in which men engage that in and of
itself should lead them into a true understanding of what life is about?”
“Yes
-- being alive.”
In
one land is an ancient legend which says that the gods made complicated
ideas for ordinary men, and simple ones for the awakened.
One
man began to conceive of his mind as a rolling freight train
with
an endless number of connected cars
and
stable consciousness as the stopping of it.
In
re The Slipperiness Of This Whole Affair:
One
man wanted to be different; the challenge was that the thing in him that
wanted to be different was also the thing it wanted to be different from.
The
difficult thing to grasp and that will put a crick quick in your wrist,
grabbing
around for it is that people on the roof say that they can see
not
only those on the ground but themselves as well
while
those on the ground will not admit to seeing anyone.
One
father’s note to a son:
“Men
will offer to help you under two, unacknowledged conditions:
one
is that they will not actually have to do
anything,
and
the other is that if they do actually have to do-something,
they
will not have to know
what they are doing.”
The
son took this, as always, to refer not to him and other people,
but
to him and him.
In
re Men’s Routine Mental World & What Passes For Originality
In
The Absence Of The Real Thing:
All whores pimp for one another.
TheGreatSecret
of what is actually going on
is
one secret that does not have to be kept
secret from men,
for
based on their actions: no one wants
to know it.
From
the few’s view: like life throws a party for itself;
sends
everyone an invitation, the reading of which instantly makes you unsure
if you were invited or not.
There
was once a mysterious school secluded deep in faraway mountains that was
devoted to TheGreatSecret
which went by the name:
“Out
In The Open” and many who said they were interested
in TheSecret,
could
not locate it -- and those who did, pretended that they did
not.
Knights
on remedial missions have missed the whole point of the quest.
The
tools of the RealWarrior
are so unusual that
he
could not fix anything even if he wanted to.
Originality does not back-up,
and
everything that seemed broken and infirm is always behind you,
and
only the advant garde rider realizes it.
It
is either: stay ahead or stay dead;
either
stay ahead of you or remain you
-- and exactly “who are
you?” --
whoever
you think you are at this moment --
which just went behind you,
and
is no longer or ever again of any significance in the life of
a
true knight.
Proverb
Time:
Posture
means nothing to a dead man, nor TheSecret
to mundane minds.
And
one man was suddenly stopped in his tracks:
“Mien
got! What if there really is
a conspiracy?! --
and what if it is all mental! --
and by the qualified against the unqualified?!”
and
his son warmly grasped the whole crazy idea to their own neural bosom --
right where it belonged.
Can
you begin to conceive of an actual situation wherein there is a magician
performing
amazing tricks before real audiences world wide
which
consist of nothing but himself?................no?! --
this
is how TheSecret
hides from itself....which keeps ordinary men
just
uncertain enough to make them get up everyday and go play in the second
reality while struggling to take it seriously.
The
Ballroom:
Simple
men do the physical dance;
sophisticated
men, the verbal;
those-who-know,
wax the floors and play in the band.
One man could look up in the sky and see things no one else could see.
The roof of TheRealRevolutionist’s
universe is the top of his skull;
it’s true for everyone, but he alone admits it.
The
ordinary say they are looking for ThePrize,
but
they are only dancing in the secondary ballroom,
while
constantly looking around in there to see who is looking at them.
In
a strange land where TheSecret
was also called, TheMind
they
claimed that things which cannot see themselves
are
forced into trying to get other things which also cannot see themselves
to
tell them what they look like.
(And the son of that curious place grabbed these words and shoved them
into the useful crack in his head from whence they fell in the first place.)
And
TheDeliciousDetective
said: “Yeah, I know all about that thing:
it’ll
never rat on itself;
I
beat the sucker for years, but with no results,
and
the weirdness was that it wanted
to confess --
and just couldn’t,”
he
shook his head in wonder: “Think about it: it wanted to talk, but
couldn’t!
Oh!
--
it could talk
alright --
just not about itself,”
and
a rookie standing nearby injected:
“But Sarge, remember: it did
talk about itself,”
“Yeah,
but do you remember what a crock it all was” –
......and
the rookie remembered........the rookie was it.
There
was a man who would attempt various exercises in his pursuit of
a
certain unusual goal, though there was no assurance that any of them were
particularly fitting, and when his son made note of this he said that:
any
exercise was better than none at all--
an
attitude to which there is a paucity of persuasive demurs.
He who tries not,
in proper time, dies not.
Nothing will keep you like you are mentally
like thinking that you ARE what you keep thinking.
Look up in the sky:
look down on the ground, but for god’s sake:
get outside.
And
a father said to a son:
“Since
fierce originality and total creativity are a necessity in TheGrandExpedition,
it would behoove those who want to join it
to
get away from themselves as much as possible;
for
who, if not you, is the living embodiment of all that is
redundant,
derivative and dense?!”
and
son squealed with the delight-of-recognition.
Another
advantage held by the SecretWarrior
is that in his line of work
it
is not possible to be wounded by, friendly
fire.
.....oh, all right: it’s not possible for him to be wounded;
in man’s second reality ballroom, all feet stepped on are imaginary
feet.
And one man was finally able to move his hand freely
--
-- once he let go of it.
J
......and one guy had a motto: “Don’t be sick -- DIE!”
Let go, dammit! -- let go.
.....and this email just
in from a reader: "I was about to write you to say that I do desperately
want to -- 'let go'
-- but don't know from what ?! --
but figured if I did
that you'd say: 'from
the thing in me saying that it doesn't knowfrom
what' --
so why bother. Sincerely," etc.