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There is a Wall -- everyone knows it is there -- no one wants to face the fact.
From
their earliest days everyone feels there is Something
they want,
but
cannot quite reach --
and not physically reach,
for
it seems to be an inner Something:
a
something kept from them by the Wall.
Ordinary
men do not know what the Something
is,
neither
do they recognize the nature of the Wall;
all
they are clearly aware of is that they have a longing for Something,
which
at times feels quite close by, but remains always just out of reach.
When
a child first asks: “Why?” --
he reveals his hunger for the Something,
and
when the adult is forced to reply: “Just because” –
he
reveals the presence of the Wall.
With
most, the matter is soon smothered by the activities of
everyday
life and constructively forgotten,
save
for certain much watered down metaphorical rituals
whose
original purpose is ignored.
The
Something that all men desire, cannot name
and cannot quite reach
is
the inspiration behind all the arts, the social sciences,
and
all forms of religious/spiritual activity;
the
unspecified intention of all these endeavors is to breach the Wall.
Ordinary
men employing such ordinary tools never breach the Wall;
some
claim they have, pro formally fooling themselves and others
who
want to believe that someone has --
but ordinary men never do;
that
is at the heart of being normal and ordinary:
not
being able to break through the Wall
and discover what the Something
is
that
everyone longs for.
To actually get past the Wall
is unnatural, unexpected, and un called for,
(ergo the teeny number who do so).
Men
have given the Wall
a multiple of various names;
some
psychological in nature; some supernatural, others philosophical,
and
to it they attribute a variety of active, restraining characteristics –
(repressed
traumas; demonic forces; societal dictates),
and
no matter how they try to resist,
the
Wall
ultimately becomes psychobabbley, anthropomorphicized.
Without
ever comprehending the nature of the Wall,
life
drives men to freely describe it;
they
variously identify its origin in some misstep made by early man;
as
the consequence of some curse placed on man by the gods;
as
the result of untoward social behavior and bad psychological habits.
But
as plainly evident: seven thousand years of such supra noted activity has
accomplished nothing regarding the Wall
and the obtainment of the Something,
(save
for those who pretend otherwise),
and
there are no indications of any sort that life disapproves of
how
the matter stands;
from
easy observation it seems clear that men are supposed to eternally long
for
a
Something
that they can never quite reach,
and
that it be protected by a Wall
that that no one quite understands;
if
this is not a set up most apt for producing constant change,
(the
abiding name of the human game) --
what is?! --
and
if any further evidence for this being man’s proper state is needed,
simply
consider the fact that near a hundred per cent of them accept it as such.
(Now
on to news only of interest to that fractional few not included.)
The
Wall
is in consciousness as is the Something
that everyone longs for;
they
are both natural to consciousness, but not intended to,
by
the majority be understood,
(there
is no proof that anyone is supposed to understand them,
all
that can be validly said is that a few are allowed to).
The
Something
that all men long for, and the Wall that
keeps them from it,
though
both in man’s consciousness and no where else, are not commonly seen so,
indeed
men’s minds are innately motivated to look for them every where but there;
and
again, no error appears afoot --
human
existence proceeds quite nicely under these conditions,
and
men are not at all bothered by the fact that they never find the Something
or
the Wall in the
places they look.
(If
life has a better place to hide things from man than in consciousness,
it
has yet to reveal it.)
The
first step for the few with the hunger to get-to-the-bottom-of-the-hunger
is
to clearly realize --
with no reservations or conditions,
(salon
nom
de plumies for: ignorance) -- that the Something
they long for
is
in their consciousness and no where else
-- and that:
the
Wall
that keeps them from the Something
is likewise in their consciousness,
and
no place else,
and
once that is accomplished --
(certainly no easy feat --
certainly
not as simple as hearing it said and having your consciousness tell
you that it can accept it),
but
once, via your own effort to see it, you do see unquestionably that the
Something,
even though you do not know exactly what it is, is in your own consciousness,
and
that the Wall
separating you from it is also right there in your own consciousness,
and
the understanding ferments the length of time necessary for
your
individual wine, it will produce something extraordinary;
it
will gradually build up --
bubble up and one day –
push
you through the Wall,
and you will instantly realize what the Something
is,
longed
for in the essence of all men.
Everyone
is imprisoned --
in life,
but
a few can be free within their self in a manner completely unknown to
ordinary
people.
No one who knows can give you a reason why you should do it,
but if you must do it --
there is your reason –
why not get to it.
No
matter what name for it you may currently use,
what
you are actually after exists no where in the universe but in
your
own consciousness,
and
no matter what your thoughts may presently say that the Something
is --
the
truth is that you and your thoughts have no idea what it is,
and
no matter what you may have accepted as being the barrier between you
and
the Something,
you
do not understand at all what it is that keeps you from reaching it.
Understanding
the above is the next step, and for all, the most difficult:
to
suddenly in an instant see beyond doubt that you have truly never known
what you were doing in the GreatSearch
or had any solid notion of what it actually is about:
coming
to face with this is like instantaneously losing
100
lbs of unseemly fat & tons of shackles you never realized were there.
The
fat --
the shackles were your ignorance in believing that
you
knew what the Something
was, and understood the Wall
that kept you from it.
Thinking
that you know something when you do not -- that is the Wall;
realizing
what the Wall
is -- that is the Something.
J