What:
Being-In-The-City Actually Is.
Man’s
physical circuits (like those of the other earthly animals) are born in
the wild, untamed area of his nervous system;
for
him to meet his present, civilized station, his mental ones appear raised
in the city;
your
eating and sexing gets done in the former -- all else, the latter;
you
can spend as much time in each of the areas as you like,
(which
is to say: as your physical circuitry dictates).
“Yes,
I seem civilized: I didn’t plan it -- and I don’t particularly care
for all aspects of it, but my thoughts tell me I was born in the city and
to it I owe my allegiance.”
Fact:
All sense of duty is a needed sham of civilization; the primary one being
the feeling men have toward the noise in their head that they take to be
them.
To
be uncivilized is to be a personality nobody;
to
be
civilized is to be too much of one (if your aim is to do more with your
mind than an average cow does with his in a herd).
It’s
a matter of man having both feelings and thoughts,
with
thoughts finding an ongoing conflict between the two.
(“Well, that’s what happens when you let sheep start keeping journals.”)
Definition.
The
Arts: Whines heard in the night near
a herd.
The
certain man has friends in high places.
(Clarification:
one
friend in one
elevated place
[and
one by the way, he is tall enough to reach up and touch]).
The
Tidiness Inclination Of The Mind.
One
man put a mark on an index card every time he went to the gym,
and
then stored the cards in a file when they became covered in the marks.
Cows
with jobs urge unemployed ones to join them in the work place,
same
as married ones encourage the single to do-the-right-thing.
“What happened to the intelligent trying to straighten out the stupid?”
You
tell me.
Conversation.
“Waking-up
makes the natural seem attractive.”
“Again, you mean?!”
“Again.”
The Stock Progression:
Childhood in the garden;
adulthood on the run;
(Reminder: There is a fourth station for the neurally
unconventional.)
After
every new bout of sudden realization one man would say to himself:
“You
mean that’s all there is to -- being awake?!”
(He
does so enjoy a good private chuckle.)
Based
on the notions of popular culture one man wonders if heaven will be a place
where everybody does
know you when you’re down & out,
and
does know the trouble you’ve seen.
(He says that after thinking about this, he’s now not so sure he wants
to go to such a place.)
Some
cows have sudden flashes of philosophical insight
following
a collective catastrophe;
(think
how awake such men will be a short while after they die).
Whenever
he found himself in a city ballroom,
one
man would use the opportunity to strip and stare at his normal dance partner.
“While
what they do over here may be silly and meaningless,
I
find exposing my natural attraction thereto to be most rewarding.”
Only
through the certain man’s math can the scrutiny of nothing yield real results.
“Yes,
I used to be a fool -- full of myself,
and
though I may still be one -- now I am empty.”
(This
is why if you lash out at a canyon, you hear no echo.)
Dialogue.
“Once
upon a time, men knew all they needed to know -- but now…”
“Hold it -- there was never a time when men knew all they needed
to know.”
“Yeah,
but wasn’t it sounding nice ‘til you interrupted me.”
“Sounding familiar.”
“Well.......familiar’s
nice.”
What
a man understands is what he needs
to understand --
(under
ordinary [that is: familiar] circumstances).
In
the city: if you think about something hard enough,
your
brain will start pointing in the opposite direction.
“Pa
pa: is this how the city keeps standing?”
“Precisely, young peckerwood.”
Under
routine conditions it is to everyone’s advantage to both lie and tell the
truth,
(as
everyday people call it).
The
herd stays upright by cows being in balance;
not
too jumpy -- and not too reflective,
but
feelings and thoughts in just
the right discord.
In
times of conflict governments will attribute to their enemy,
supernatural
intelligence and foresight;
so
does an ordinary man, the thoughts that magically appear in his head.
Men
do not truly know who their real friend is --
which
is why they so stress the need to, proverbially.
When
you don’t know what to do next:
make
up a maxim about the situation that makes you sound like you do.
(“Isn’t there another circumstance in which you might create one?”
Maybe.)
The
only way to make cows put up with thinking
is
to constantly hound them with stories of its importance;
not
their thinking individually -- but thinking in general
--
which
the herd will take care of for them.
Few
know where to look for info on being an individual other than to the collective;
financial
advisors wear other men’s pockets in their trousers;
priests
are out of state landlords for hell properties,
and
governments don’t care who you vote for as long as they do their ballot
counting.
“Don’t
you get it, Grumby?”
“Yes I do: there is a conspiracy against us.”
“But
who is us,
my dear man?”
“Nay, nay -- I shan’t fall for that one! -- for if I do, you’ll
then ask me who the conspirators are, and have me strangling again entangled
in my own neural intestines.”
“Ah
-- so you’ve been in that position before, have you?”
“Indeed, Sir Riley
-- almost every time I try to think about any matter beyond
the bounds of what my naturally appearing thoughts tell me about it.
I tell you sir: such is a highly risky business.”
“So!
-- the final word on the matter is that you do --
get-it?!”
“Well......yes, in a sense -- I guess I do.”
Thus,
dear readers, does everybody -- get-it:
it
makes them dizzy to even get close to thinking about it --
so
they don't --
which
in a sense is their version of: getting-it.
“That’s not the way I want to do it, Pa pa.”
“I
know boy.”
One
man made up a long list of short facts about life that no one had ever
heard before: which he used as his method of awakening to the reality of
life.
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