In
an existence driven by 3 Forces,
commonly do conventional minds dream of
one
force given free reign and let loose to run without impediment
(which
they can picture in exhilarating and pleasurable scenes),
yet
should such occur it would produce unimaginable chaos.
Wild
horses are to be bridled in teams –
inchoate
synapses must stick together;
only
the neurons of the certain-man can be permitted to privately run wild.
In
trying to awaken-from-the-dream – no one understands what they’re
doing until
it’s
too late – until they have actually come out of it.
What
important-messages do ordinary ears hear that are not dire warnings?
One
Of The Things You Can Count On For Sure.
If
you must try to verbally convince others that your idea is correct concerning
some matter – you do not understand it.
Notwithstanding
conveyance of information specifically related to physical survival, talk
means so little that were men to become aware thereof,
the
planet would fall mostly devoid of human speech.
In
the flow of energy through the Yellow
Circuit there are continually appearing
gaps, small openings strewn throughout routine thoughts which ordinary
minds ignore,
but
into which the nervous-system-rebel can insert unexpected additions,
and
flourishes to great instructive profit.
Mute
people don’t miss much (least
those partially awake).
Many
people want to be identified as playing: “What
Is This?”
but
not one in a million of them (if they knew what it was)
would really want to know.
Inside
Some Where.
“Philo,
what we plan to do is drill through into the future part of my brain,
but
it is such an untried experiment that we need you to remain behind –
like
the kid who stays up on the trestle while the rest of us go swimming in
the river
so
that if a train comes along he can jump off.”
“I don’t get it?!”
“Exactly!
– we knew you’d understand.”
If everyone knew what was going to happen they wouldn’t call it
the future,
now would they! – why hell! – if everybody understood
what was going on
right now they wouldn’t call it the present!
“We knew you'd understand.”
As
long as you can talk – you can sleep.
In
a certain below-deck area of the ark, if you haven’t amounted to much,
one gambit you can employ is to act like you know something special that
other people don’t know (at least those other people who also haven’t amounted
to much) and (allowing for a certain galling aftertaste) this can provide
to such men, a modicum of something resembling captive-animal-pleasure.
If,
in your own circuitry, you are not constantly attempting something: new,
new, new, you will be doing something that seems: what?, what?, what?
There
still remain but seven deadly sins: repetition, repetition, repetition,
repetition, repetition, repetition, repetition.
Though
the oldest metaphorical picture of man is of him living-in-a-dream,
greater
precision would be achieved should it describe him pursuing a life of pretense,
(in other words): not a life wherein he is being bamboozled by being helplessly
stuck in a dream of which he is unaware, but rather one wherein he is aware
that much of what he says he believes to be true, he knows is not.
To
those irreversibly living such a life, this distinction is moot,
but
to a man wanting to escape therefrom, it is quite telling and useful.
Note:
The cry: “We’ll go down with the ship!” comes primarily from land.
When
the religious say: “We must be prepared to suffer for our beliefs,”
what
they unknowingly mean is: “Although we dream,
we
must constantly brace ourselves for the possible appearance of reality.”
Someone
has opined that Life
is not interested in productivity – only survival,
which
could only be valid did not human consciousness exist.
How
‘Bout That!
The
most important thing in human life is speech – it is also the least
meaningful.
How
‘bout that!
Well?!
It’s
hard to be self-contained
when you have a self that seems to you
to
be in charge of you.
If
you live too much in your head – hit your thumb with a hammer;
if
you live too much in your thumb, figure it out for yourself.
Since
it comes inevitably to those who finally crack-the-case, you may as well
start now being non-sad & serious.
(Those
who question that practice makes perfect have obviously never been
to bed with an accordion).
A
man pondered: “If hormones are at the base of all dreams & nightmares,
why
are man’s so commonly of a sexual nature but seldom culinary?”
(Note:
Under normal civilized conditions, neurons are not supposed to propose
questions that can prove uncomfortable to hormones.
[Ordinary minds
understand this instinctively –
what the hell’s wrong with you!])
On
one level: Life moves
slowly & gradually, while men are driven to react and comment immediately,
(this
is not necessary how it really is, but to routine views, how it appears
to be.
P.S.
As in all intangible affairs: the certain-man does leave matters on the
appears-to-be
level).
A
man who doesn’t have much to say may not know much –
or
he may know so much that he doesn’t know where to begin –
or
he may just not want to talk to you.
(“Are you referring to an actual other person or that certain better area
of my mind?)
Another
way to consider the idea of there being a missing-ingredient in
man’s blood
is
as his routine circulatory system’s inability to tolerate and transport
a stronger dose of the C (Constructive)
Force
to the conscious part of his brain;
indeed,
arousing oneself from the so-called life-of-dreaming can be pictured as
nothing
less than overriding this condition.
The
only thing natural about waking-up is its complete unnaturalness,
(and those who
would have it any other way will never have it).
At
the ordinary level of binary consciousness, all ideas and verbal maps seem
to conclud at the end of sentences – at the edges of the papers on which
they appear,
while
from the outlier’s expanded perspective, they are all unending & ever-unfolding.
If
one attempts to trace the source of electrical power appearing in one’s
house
he
would first look to the power station directly serving his residence;
then
to the rivers turning the turbines that drive the stations,
on
to the rainfall that feeds the rivers;
but
then you must insert man and his consciousness-oriented existence on this
planet which directly affects the cycle of rain-evaporation-rain; thus
your mental inquiry is eventually returned to the home of man from whence
this search commenced;
multiply
such a simple example by billions and you have a rough approximation of
the
scope of ordinary man’s lack of grasp.
When
you understand what’s going on, you can try to describe it simply, or you
can attempt to describe it accurately, but what you cannot do is describe
it accurately.
(While
hippos are standing on their head they can’t talk to you about the trick.
“What
the hell do I care about some fuckin' hippo!?”
Exactly.)
When
you can’t pull yourself together – offer to help others do
so.
(THE
prime reward of being an altruist.)
One
man ponders: “Why is the cry: ‘Hey! – come look at this!’
usually
followed by either clear disappointment or a fist fight?”
Another
take on the E (Errelvant)
Force is as the
ever-present, but never directly acknowledged ignorance in the background
of everything man says he understands about matters intangible (for instance
will state an expert in economics):
“Although
our trade imbalance has unquestionably reached a critically dangerous level,
the dollar yet remains adamantly robust, so that what lies ahead is truly
difficult to predict” – the continuing unknown variable lying
always just beyond the horizons visible to ordinary consciousness.
J
JAN'S
DAILY
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